Abort

I'm coming home tomorrow.

I played the nightly $200 at the Grand and lost a 60x BB pot with TT against J9s all-in before the flop. Not only was I expecting to lose the hand but I could feel a large part of me actually wanting to lose so I could indulge in self-pity. As I walked away from the table I felt the same sort of feelings I felt in Vegas last summer so I decided it would be in my best interest to get the hell out of here before it's too late.

___

Tonight: -200
Year to date: -3600